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Pushing further

Had a nightmare again, the nights seem to not really bring peace and rest (even thogh it is better with the baldrian and other tablets, than without).

I seem to reminesce a lot about the fb post I have read about "the narc having found a new interest" and who that might be about (I haven't heard anything and I don't dare to assume that it might be me, but thinking back fondly about the (private) time spent together in Macedonia, where he was showing a (tiny bit) more attention as before. Still strange, how these thoughts can still send me down spiralling, as it was a "real" partnership and not a few nice days every few months, 3-4 times a year...

Speaking about "real" things, I still did not manage to have written 3 people and establishing a routine (more meditation and magical work, less computer/television).

So contact today: A.(Discord); E.(fb, Stuttg.); H.(Port.)
Read today: 
Card today:

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